This is my situation. I posted about my furbaby dying about 10 days ago. I lived in a 2 bedroom mobile home. The other room is rented to the landlady's 19 year old daughter and fiancee. I am 56. They moved in here January and I am to move out the end of this month. I have as little to do with them as possible but I am cordial.
I have been doing quite a bit of crying over the past couple of weeks. I know the walls are paper thin so I try to go into my bathroom if I am really sobbing or cry into a towel but that first week I was crying non stop. I apologized to them about the noise and they said all was fine. But the first week I was a wreck.
Now for some reason my landlady contacted my sister(not ME) to ask me to please keep the crying to a minimum um "volume, because the "kids" feel bad for me. Does not matter that I have to hear their screaming matches and tickle fights.
Am I the only one who finds this a little heartless? Um, yeah I am purposely crying my heart out to disturb everyone else. I go into the bathroom, cry into a towel. if it's really bad I go in my car.
This is a woman who is a supposed animal "lover". She's been *****ing at me since the end of last month for every little thing. I am on a month to month lease, she was going to give me 30 days notice but decided to be nice and gave me 60 days. She actually gave me my separation notice 2 days after my dog died. I can't be out of here fast enough.
__________________
No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.
Eleanor Roosevelt
BP2 Lithium, lamictal, topomax, seroquel
|