hey, blue.

I had a lil "problem" with prescription amphetamines when I was in my late teens. I had slack doctors who gave me 60mgs of Adderall, plus i was getting prescription diet pills from shady online pharmacies (you could do that back then, lol). I was also taking a lot of Klonopin and Ativan.

Anyway...be careful with the uppers. Bad things can happen very, very easily, especially if you're prone to amphetamine psychosis and/or have pre-existing issues. If you really need an amphetamine, sometimes taking an antipsychotic or the right mood stabilizer(s) with a carefully dosed stimulant is a solution. You just have to work with your doctor.

I hope things get better in your world. :-)