Just want to make sure I am not being ultra sensitive because I am grieving. I felt bad about the loud crying and get that I can't just scream the place down as if I'm here alone. But there's a difference between making annoying noise and crying. It's loud because the d*** walls are made of sandpaper.

Next time I am going to have a crying fit I will just go outside and the whole neighborhood can hear me sob. That or the car. I went for a walk before but it reminded me of where I used to walk my boy, so that did not end well.