I'm being stalked by a supernatural entity that wants me to kill myself. I sense its presence all day long and it's putting suicidal/self-harm thoughts into my head. The more it happens, the harder it is to resist the thoughts.

Historically giving my meds to a family member for safe-keeping hasn't stopped me from hurting myself. Hospital helps... the entity eventually gives up when it knows I am safe and can't hurt myself. But I don't think things are bad enough yet for hospital.

Am I downplaying how bad things are right now? I'm really scared about this whole situation. The entity scares me; the thoughts it makes me think are scary. I'm not sure what to do.