Yes, I feel similar to you mandyfins. I voiced some hurt in my last session. Yes, SweetCrusader occassionally she gives me feedback but it usually either you are making feedback or you are blocking progress. This last week it was the later. But I was hurt, and then she said I was making feedback. I'm worried she really doesnt think so.

Thank you also jaqs and sister. I know progress can be slow ... Its just I'm worried it wont ever come around.