The fact that these entities are telling you to harm yourself is of great concern. I think hospital is the best place for you right now and hopefully they can make the entity go away. When I'm in desperate need of hospital I tend to underplay things and it takes a lot of coersion to get me in there. Once I am well again I can see how urgent my need for hospital was. Can you call your pdoc and tell them you are in danger and explain all you have told us? If not, maybe go to ER and explain this and stress you are in danger. Hang in there. Don't harm yourself. We all care about you.