Hey Blue, just dropping in to let you know I care about you and hope the Seroquel calms things down. Great you have stopped the Adderal, that took courage. If you had a physical medical emergency you wouldn't hesitate to go to hospital and miss work. This is no different and only those you choose to tell the truth need to know. All work need is a medical certificate and a vague story of some health complication. Staying alive and stabilising are key here. Do whatever it takes. We all support you and care. Sending love and hugs.