I went to the doctor today. About my fingers she examined me and i didnt say what happened which knowing that i could get hospitalized i find not a lot would. Anyway she said i needed to keep my fingers mosturized and then she asked me how i felt about the hospital and i said i felt like i was a whole. DIfferent person like.i felt it wasnt me.like i was a different person.i didnt tell her that one time i went to the hospital and i had pills in my pocket and i took them in front of him and smiled but i don't know why.but she said yeah thats what she thought from reading notes about the er visits.
I felt good about our visit but i didn't realize she had ordered x rays. And will have to email her tonight.