I can relate to: "person tried to control things they can't and may become angry or anxious when they realize things aren't happening the way they wanted. They may also take responsibility for things outside their control. This adds to the emotional arousal that maintains depression."

I even carried that anger forward one time when they promoted me. The new job was OK but I couldn't forgive them for the "wrongs" I had suffered previously and quit when things had become tolerable. Starting all over again at a new company--and I was still MI there. Oh how I wish I knew that I need counseling! It is like I couldn't stop raging from 4 months of injustice and it was the beginning of some events that spun out of control.