Therapy IS a place to talk about your fantasies. But i dont think theyve established that a t is like a bartender who is obligated to cut you off if you overindulge. I think thats on you. They give you the space in which to change.

It sounds like you are starting to think of yourself as a professional victim. First as a victim of your job situation a few years ago, now as a victim of your t. You are burning daylight.

Ya know, the sexual feelings are just natures way of preserving the species. One more try before you hit menopause. A lot of us have gone thru it. Do you really want to live your life ruled by that?