Thanks Peanuts,

That is a great idea, my T even suggested that too. I don't think I am ready to look at pictures, I have all of his at my house. I am having a really hard week, all my grief came flooding in on me on Monday, but luckey I saw my T that day and it helped a lot. I am also grieving my stepdaughters baby who only lived 29 days. I know i am too young to be a grandma, but I still felt like that baby was my grandbaby. It has been tough month for me.
Thanks for responding.