Thanks guy for understanding. You are so right, she DID kill him, I am rather angry and sad about that. But it also has given even more of a reason to survive.
Your brother situations sounds aweful. That women sounds scary to me, I wish you could have received justice at least. I really miss my brother even before he was gone (he was out of state). But at least he isn't hurting anymore, he had a lot of problems due to childabuse and wasn't very happy in life much of the time. But I still wish he was around, he is my only sibling.