Oh boy....this is not good at all.

Men wish they could do this...just have sex for drugs.
I was told that females do this alot...I'm a female.

i have been fortunate enough to have money to buy my alcohol my entire life and can never picture myself in a bind where I would be willing to do this for anything.

I feel sorry for you that the addiction has so much of a hold on you.
Have you ever been to inpatient treatment?