I miss college where it seemed like my group was all either bipolar or ADHD. We were all crazy and it was awesome.
Yeah- I feel like in college being a little crazy was actually an advantage. Staying up all night studying, taking up drinking as if we were minoring in it... Always people around to do stuff with. I miss that.

My best friend loves when I get all obsessed about some crazy project or scheme. Actually I think most ppl including myself seem to prefer me when my mood is a bit elevated. But I am still not always exactly sure what is me and what is disorder.

There are lots of fish in the sea, and they're not all cocaine-snorting bozos
Thanks for this. Made me smile.

Anyway, thanks all for sharing your stories. I suppose I never really thought that other ppl who do have a s/o still can feel lonely. I am lucky for my friends and coworkers. I just sometimes feel like I have completely failed at all of those life milestones one is supposed to get to experience.

I do go out, I don't spend all my time holed up in my house w my cats! But I could be doing more. Sometimes I feel like just working everyday and keeping up with chores is all I have energy for. But I know I need to make the social stuff a priority. Its not easy. But I am trying. Sometimes it's too hard.

Anyway, this is me. Lonely and a little messed up but still holding on a tiny bit of hope that maybe there is somebody out there for me, when I am not busy thinking that I will end up dying alone and my cats will have to eat my face off to survive until people notice. Ok so that was sort of just kidding. Take care