Well all last month and now this weekend,4th March,I have backed out of every social event I had RSVP'd yes to,so failing miserably on the social front!
I have had mood swings and the worry about having abnormal cells in the womb and i haven't got my diet right yet,so I am not going to be hard on myself and beat myself up over it.
The main thing is I can address this when I start counselling.My first counselling session is next Thursday,march 9th.I have waited since September last year to have the funds for this so now maybe I will have support.

My fears over this issue aren't going to go away and need in depth probing,for some reason I have a massive block stops me meeting new people in a social setting.I do suffer from social anxiety and maybe the counsellor will help,I hope so anyway!