Hello gmts: I don't really know anything about this in particular. It just all mostly sounds like normal "guy stuff" to me. I know you're making a distinction between being sexually aroused by these experiences versus simply feeling a rush from the experience of seeing something it was not intended for you to see. And perhaps there is a distinction to be made there. To me it all just seems to be two sides of the same coin, so to speak. But then I'm not a psychologist. So perhaps the difference is simply lost on me. Anyway, thanks for sharing your experiences.