So I just got home from work. I actually had a pretty good day. Did a fun lab and got to interact a lot one on one with my kids which was fun. Sometimes i can't believe I actually get paid to do my job, it's so easy and fun. Other days I can't believe I don't get paid a lot more for all of the ******** and drama and soul sucking-ness that work often entails.

Anyway, I do feel sort of bad that I didn't make any weekend plans already. One of my new goals was to make sure I had stuff to look forward to already planned out. But all I wanted to do this week was curl up in my down comforter and sleep forever. So- no plans to speak of. Will try calling a friend tomorrow. Gonna attempt to clean up the disaster that used to be my house. Maybe go shopping and buy something I don't need with some Xmas gift cards I still haven't used.

Feeling undecided about the greatness or suckiness of life right now.