Everybody is right. It's just hard to except. Knowing she's good friends with other men and she could do fun things with them but can't even make time for me. She was talking about going to a Sam Hunt concert and my kids seen her right in her planner. So I thought I would ask her to go with me. So I asked her and she said no. I asked her if she was going to the Concert with her friends she said no but she wrote it in her planner as of what my children told me. I just feel she's telling a bunch of lies and she moved on. It's just hard to except right now because it's really hard and I don't want to give up on our marriage. I don't have the Kerge to file for divorce because I'm not the one who wants the divorce. I know by the way she's been talking to me the past couple months and things will never be the same. But I did stop the the no contact rule. So if I stop talking to her for a while what do you guys think about that