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Originally Posted by ACQPL
I'm still picking myself up from what feels like a proverbial beating that life has given me.. I'm not in a good frame of mind for logical thoughts. I'll try and sort out the doctors soon but the energy required to pick up the phone is tremendous.. What if they're trying to tell me that I'm right, that I'm not really worth the battle, and to feel better and to function and to live again.. If they are, why should I keep doing this to myself
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give yourself time ... time to recover ... time to just gather your ducks in a row ... we all have doubts and demons eating at us ... and we all must decide what we are willing to endure ... to suffer with ... to work for ...
when you reach that decision of where you want to go (become) ... then the only question is how to get there ....
but you must decide that you want it ... fix that in your mind ... and know you can ... and never... never doubt yourself again ... the question is not can you do this ... you can ... the question is how ... your answer is out there somewhere .... it can take a lifetime to discover that .... but you can not take that first step until you truly believe you can ... and I know you can ... and you know you can ... Tigger.