I know that I had a traumatic event- lack of parent/child bond for sure...we were never a hugging family...a hands off kind. I feel that this set up my head for dissociation...I'm very prone to dissociate. From child to late teens, both my parents were beating terrorists which caused plenty of fragments and c-ptsd.

I can feel a switch coming on and during in which then everything changes...and the previous plus memories disappears and the next picks up the present. Switches can go unnoticed, or even triggered....like trying to remember a work thing...eventually the worker will present to reveal the work thing....or not.