You're quite welcome!

So my second batch of questions would be:

- Does it have to be so black and white?
- Would you be open to befriending a couple people you are attracted to - I'm not saying date or romance but find some kind of common ground to connect over to help both of you ease into the physical stuff?

Maybe don't focus on the end goal if it psychs you out. Perhaps start with smaller goals and build your way up. Like meet someone. Talk online. Eventually meet in person and reevaluate your comfort levels. Stuff like that?