Since I left school in 2002, I've had very few meaningful relationships with people, and I spend practically all my time on the Internet, only I feel it's not as interesting as it was a decade ago.

Years ago, I had a panic attack out of the blue, and now I feel agoraphobic, and avoid all social situations unless I can arrange to be accompanied by someone (which in itself is problematic due to everybody normally doing other things). I've had hassle from support workers, an ex-girlfriend, online trolls, sex workers, general jerk offs, and more. They've made me feel small, and worthless.

I got a diagnosis of PDD-NOS in 2007, but my support ended back in 2014 of my own accord, due to this garbage.

A judge in court says I should give this agency another chance. What are your thoughts? | National Autistic Society

Last year, I briefly had support from two guys from some other agency; I didn't keep them around for very long simply because they were not able to offer flexible support at all, and I felt they were just getting used as stool pigeons for a man who has been monitoring me for ages, because of court orders related to charges brought against me.

I've attempted to contact my social worker's boss to discuss why I feel I need flexible support again with just male workers, and until recently, I was at it for 9 months with no success. Every single time, a receptionist took the call and told me to leave voicemail, yet I was never getting any of my calls returned until just a few days ago. When I was in court due to a breach last month, the sheriff said I should give the company that screwed me over another chance since I'm in a rut here, but the manager recently told my social worker they cannot or don't want to have me as a client again, which is a bit rich, considering they were the ones who betrayed me.

The company that supported me before largely wrecked my life, and they also scammed me to get me out of my flat in their supported accommodation by lying about rent arrears. I've been with my parents since 2014 and also been in jail at times, and I currently bid on normal non-supported council flats, but they previously had me on regular priority, and so it was hopeless. Now I'm on some other list, but it still takes up to a year to receive any offers. I'm eligible to get a flat possibly in the autumn time.

Anyway, I just feel stuck. Many of the other forums out there are as dead as the dinosaurs, and it's not that busy here any more either, it seems. I'm not sure what to do. But it looks as if I'm not going to receive any support. My social worker keeps dictating that they can't watch me act as a film extra because it's a waste of their funding, or whatever he said. But it's my hours and so you would think he had no right to treat me like that. Do other clients or customers get told what to do? No. They usually discuss this with their helpers and work around a schedule. This is just crap.