I'm quite introverted and deliberately reclusive. Very little social contact... I don't really have good insight into what my hypo vs full looks like, but my feeling is that when hypo most of my physical safeties come off, but I still have some sense of what is possible. Speech, irritability as one might expect, but I avoid situations where it could initiate. If possible, I'll walk away from people rather than explain anything to them.
I will say on full, I hope to never peer through that gate again, and I can't imagine surviving passage through the battlefield that was briefly laid before me.
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BD 1; Abilify, Wellbutrin
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