I'm not quite sure how to word this, but for a good couple of years now I've had the problem of not being able to grasp that anyone is real, especially in the internet. Like it's weird to think that the person responding to me is living and breathing, I've had times where my friend has responded wrong and my brain freaked out telling me I was talking to a fake one. Another time I could think of is I was texting a friend waiting to meet them somewhere and I got this anxiety that I was texting ba fake and they wouldn't show up cause I wasn't texting the real one. At it's worse everything feels floaty and off? Most of the time it just causes this weird anxiety. I once scared myself looking in the mirror cause I didn't recognize myself. Now this comes off and on but it mainly leaves me with the feeling that I'm in a virtual reality and that someone else is controlling my actions. It's all going to end one day and I know it, someone is going to turn this off. I don't know I'm rambling right now. I don't know when this started but it continues. I can't seem to keep myself grounded.