Ya know. I'm really tired of trying to be ok for everyone else.

I'm tired of the struggling to make things safe for me and my boys that are everything to me.

I'm tired of being the strong one that makes everything ok.

I'm tired of being bashed for what I'm trying to work through.

I'm tired.

I want to say I'm done but I don't know how. That's not acceptable. Things have to be ok. Things have to appear that all is well. I have to be accommodating and agreeable.

I don't know what to do with this.