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Originally Posted by Lefty the Salesman
Decided on a catchy personal motto: "F_ck the sunshine.", but can't decide if it's positive or negative. "F_ck the moment", "Get f_cked up in the moment", and "Just f_ck it" were all close contenders.
The pain that I feel every morning when I wake makes no sense. I don't want to talk to any of my friends or relatives. I don't want to go anywhere or do anything.
I should be forcing myself to write something every day, but I haven't been writing D_ck. Hell, I don't even know D_ck anymore. I want to write a story about someone who delivers comestibles, contraband and other conveniences to the eight-figure condos in Waikiki, but I need to know more about exactly how this is done. There's only one way to find out.
Next mood swing in 20 minutes.
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In the bold, that sums up how I've been feeling lately, and it makes no sense to me either. I just wish there was a way to make it stop. When I try to explain to my T, I'm just talking in circles. I don't think she thinks I make any sense any more.
Sending you hugs, Lefty.