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Old Mar 05, 2017, 01:11 AM
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Originally Posted by Lefty the Salesman View Post
Decided on a catchy personal motto: "F_ck the sunshine.", but can't decide if it's positive or negative. "F_ck the moment", "Get f_cked up in the moment", and "Just f_ck it" were all close contenders.

The pain that I feel every morning when I wake makes no sense. I don't want to talk to any of my friends or relatives. I don't want to go anywhere or do anything.

I should be forcing myself to write something every day, but I haven't been writing D_ck. Hell, I don't even know D_ck anymore. I want to write a story about someone who delivers comestibles, contraband and other conveniences to the eight-figure condos in Waikiki, but I need to know more about exactly how this is done. There's only one way to find out.

Next mood swing in 20 minutes.
In the bold, that sums up how I've been feeling lately, and it makes no sense to me either. I just wish there was a way to make it stop. When I try to explain to my T, I'm just talking in circles. I don't think she thinks I make any sense any more.

Sending you hugs, Lefty.
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