I have a very long history of emotional abuse from family and relationships. Before my youngest daughter's father I used to dream regularly but nothing crazy and I'd always get strong feeling of deja vu after. During the peak of the abuse I stopped dreaming all together and it never really came back, until recently. (Stopped 8 years ago) Anyone I've ever brought this up to thinks I'm crazy.

Back in the day when I experimented with MDMA I dealt with alot of sleep paralysis, vivid and lucid dreaming but none that caused deja vu. For a long time I was afraid to sleep because of what I was dreaming because of history of psychic dreams. That stopped after starting 5htp for depression (currently taking no medication).

I started researching spirituality, meditation and yoga and now the dreams are back but few and far between. They're just extremely clear now. Sometimes all it is, is a feeling though and not a vision( not sure how else to explain it) when I get them I usually know that it's something I should worry about. All this is usually tied to a "gut instinct" that over the past 10 years has never been wrong. To the point where I make stupid accusations with no proof that end up true.

I know this is more a psych site but mines kind of mixed together as psych and spiritual but it's first forum I found with dream topic with some related posts.

Has anyone has any experiences like this at all?

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