I'm seeing someone tomorrow to discuss my employment options.
I'm feeling really nervous about this meeting. I just always get nervous when I have to deal with people! I'm scared of being seen.. What if they don't like or even laugh at what I've thought I want to do in my life? Well, then I can get a 'second opinion'..
I also always just worry about people.. What if they're nasty! But then I can leave.. See someone else and maybe even make a complaint about the first person.
I also feel it's important I go to these meetings
despite being nervous, so that if everything goes well I can 'gather' those good experiences to maybe become less nervous and scared in the future..
Pheew.. I feel I just need to share my nervousness to take the edge off it. Thanks for putting up with me!