I saw my psychiatrist and he lowered my risperdone a bit. I asked him if he was nervous about this, as he had stated in one of our earlier sessions, that people with my diagnosis usually needed medication the rest of their life. He said that he was not nervous, and that I might be an exception to that. Things with my job are going well. It is strange to have a job that I enjoy, rather than endure. Things are going well with my lady friend. We talked on the phone yesterday and she visited a couple of nights ago. We are taking things kinda slow, and this seems to be working. I went to an NA meeting last night, and that went well. I spoke up about how communication has been the key to being released from bondage to addiction, for me. It has opened a lot of doors. I have another group tonight, which I open the building for and help with the set up and break down. I called my NA sponsor recently, and he is doing well and has no concerns about me. I saw my psychologist last week, and that went well. As far as disorganized thoughts go, I guess feeling like my girlfriend might become dis-interested can be burdensome. I can keep this to a manageable level.