Trigger warning: child sexual abuse, hospitals, overdosing
alright i keep having these dreams that i used to have when i was 9-13 years old? i keep dreaming of me as a little child (like 3-6 years old) getting molested by middle-aged men. it's so disgusting.
not only
that, but my nightmares involving my past OD are almost a recurrent thing every night lately. i keep dreaming of me overdosing and then having the nasogastric tube down my nose, it feels so real.
i always wake up super confused and sick and i just wish they'd stop?
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18~portugal~she or it
MDD, anxiety, DPDR, ADHD, possibly BPD, possibly schizoaffective. have a lovely day and stay strong and safe please, you can do it!
currently on:
lamotrigine, pregabalin, aripiprazole, largactil, buspirone, methylphenidate (concerta), xanax, lorazepam (sos in case i'm nervous)
