Racing thoughts...combined with an overwhelming tiredness...
I want to come off meds but know I can't, at least not yet...
Exhaustion vs anxiety, dont know which will win...
There are only 2 ways out of this:
I have a total breakdown and others are forced to step in and take over or I take myself out of the equation completely, but I can't do that yet either...
A never-ending spiral of despair. I wish I didn't care so much. Then I could just...bring this misery to an end.