Today my brother sent me an email and said I was selfish, self destructive, and irresponsible and that I should just kill myself. I know he is a sociopathic narcissist but what if he is right?

What if I don't have a mental illness. What if I just have character flaws?????

How can you tell the difference????

I have tried everything to get well and frankly nothing has worked. Along the way I have developed a lot of self hatred.

Today I was thinking that perhaps I have a spiritual problem and should seek a spiritual solution.