Thank you for the comment. I tried to comment back, but Idk if it went through or not. Idk if I'm able to build the courage to contact her. I just don't see the situation right at the moment, but I'm scared about pursuing my dream mainly because what if it does mean something? What if it doesn't? I'm stressed enough as it is with school and everything and I just don't know what to act upon or believe is right at the moment...