I think I'm very sensitive, which obviously doesn't help me in this harsh world. I'm not weak intellectually or physically, but I'm weak emotionally, and quite immature in that dimension of personal development. I've tried several times to control my emotions, but I don't seem to be able to do so. Any uncomfortable situation, even the smallest that is deemed trivial and acceptably tolerable by others, triggers in me an extreme fight or flight response. Most of the time I choose the flight option and withdraw. I think this is what causes me depression, or at least one factor in the problem. I harbor so much anger inside me. I keep my frustration and anger inside me, and become resentful. Not to mention how this hinders me living my life and exploring my opportunities in life to take a place in this world instead of being the nobody I have been. I don't know how to deal with these situations when someone disrespects me or when I feel ignored and not valued.