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Old Dec 10, 2004, 02:52 AM
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I can't understand most of what he says, it's just NONSENSE! There's music and whispering. It's like listening to three radio stations at once and they're ALL annoying. I kept looking at my clock every twenty minutes, and just couldn't get comfortable. Why, when my body is so tired, can't my mind just SHUT UP AND GO TO SLEEP?!?

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I have the exact same thing -- just like you said, its like i can hear 2 or 3 radio stations playing all at once and none of it makes any sense, I can't even pick out individual words or sentences or songs or anything, it's just pure STATIC, like HEAD NOISE, y'know? Sometimes in the middle of the gibberish &amp; static there are distinct voices too, i will start to drift off and before i'm totally asleep they start talking really loud and say upsetting things and wake me up, or just wake me up because they are so insistent, etc.

Most of the time this is inside, not outside -- I mean it is not actual AUDIBLE but it is so loud in my head it might as well be, does that make sense? Only rarely do I have a full blown audible hallucination, usually the voices &amp; all are in my head, just very loud and distinct. Although that bit about drifting off, i can't tell the difference, whether it is audible or just inside, due to the state of consciousness i'm in -- some sort of serotonin fog i guess.
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