I'm treatment resistant depression. With my first therapist, she was always saying how well I didn't to keep going with my life, despite the moods.
Today, I saw a new pdoc, who basically said just that. He made a point of it, numerous times, how great it is that I still socialise, participate in life, exercise, attend therapy.
My current T, also has made mention of this. Only she seems to see the pointlessness behind it all.
I am so so tired of hearing this. It all means nothing to me. I do these things, in order to stay hidden. I am not making progress, I have never made progress. So this is not a good thing to note, it is just my way of hiding. None of it makes me feel any better, so why must people insist on noting what a 'great job' I am doing?
Anyway. That is my rant.
What are you tired of people saying to you?
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