It's valuation and ratios.

You know what's funny about me and learning... The instruction about something will explain the process. Because I need to really, really focus on what I am learning to understand it, I immediately find a huge flaw in the entire system for why the whole thing is not accurate in reality.

ADHD and high IQ?

This was a rough weekend. I felt so much pain because no one called me to make peace. If they believed I am MI, don't you think they might have even had some minute, extra bit of empathy for me and made some effort? Well, they wrote me off right back in response to my telling them how hurt I was by their lack of defense for me. Ok.

So I am moving on this Monday morning. It's a grieving process.

I did a lot of web surfing yesterday and found some very upsetting sites, bashing people with BPD. It sent me into a tizzy.

I am feeling like I truly am a sick person now.

So I am going to call the doctor today who I saw years ago who said "there is nothing wrong with you, you just really don't like your husband, and you should divorce him." She may not want to see me again, but I'd like to start over with her. I'd like to know if I am truly diagnosable or just very confused with low self esteem.

Then I need her to help me out of the broken person I've become some how.