that is terribly sweet thank you. He is... i don't know what the word is... incredible. He is incredible. SImply incredible.

i have heard that expression and you're right... i do think it's important.. specifically because i find them hard. i have to learn to trust... trust him to help me in the silences.. he would never just let me drown, but i don't know how to allow anyone else get near me.

it's stupid you know... i think i honestly thought that i would have the choice to just trust him when i wanted to. It enever occured to me that i would discover myself unable to have that control.