First and foremost, if you call "... I get therapists having their own stuff going on. ..." part of that acknowledgment she's a human being, you're right; you did albeit a half-*** job of doing so.

I understand why indignant over the money part. I would be, too. And for the love of Jesus, if there is something you don't like about your dynamic with your therapeutic relationship with your provider, have you tried speaking up about it?

When all is said and done, I think you're being overly harsh on your therapist, that's all.

On another note, I can relate to having to make a drive to see your therapist as I'm in the same boat. Although, it's only an hour.

In any case, best of luck. I hope things get better for you.