I know that it no longer works. Hasn't for a long time now.
Used to be that I could slap the headphones on and climb inside the music. The music would lift my mood. Well, that doesn't happen anymore.
I still like the music, but it does absolutely nothing for my mood. But I still keep putting the headphones on hoping that i can climb into the music. And when that doesn't happen, my mood drops. It usually causes the tears to flow. And then I feel like crap for hours afterwards. Just as I do at this moment.
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Let me run with you tonight
I'll take you on a moonlight ride
There's someone I used to see
But she don't give a damn for me
But let me get to the point, let's roll another joint
And turn the radio loud, I'm too alone to be proud
You don't know how it feels
You don't know how it feels to be me
~ Tom Petty & the Heartbreakers
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