It's really harmful in that it has made my symptoms worse. Weekend before last my sister came to my moms who I live next door too. I invited her to my T appt because I was realizing my family was talking about me without me present a lot. She has B/A from UW. This is her personality she imeidetly took control of the meeting even typing the whole thing while interrogate me. The next day I asked her to come over. She got me angry and I told her to leave. She called the police. During the week she called my T and said my family wants me committed too a mental hospital. This weekend my brother shows up. My T called and we met sunday. He doesn't believe I need this and asked what happened. The reason I got angry at her is my tube in my left ear is always clogged. She said It was just a piece of cotton. The police had no problem seeing the clogged tube. This tube is worthless but very hard to remove but I can unclog it with a gas siphon this is her reason for calling the police self harm. My right tube somehow ended up on the left side in between my membrane and skull plate making a hole at my left ear and is somewhere now. My T doesn't want me talking about this to anyone but I need too post it. I can't just forget this so I decided I need to detach from my family until I can talk about it they are supportive anyway. I called my mom to tell her this and she spoke in a strange voice like I was a little kid.