If I was depressed it would explain things, but nope, am not. Just looking at my life from a different standpoint.

I'm just looking at myself and realize how far from "normal" I really am. What I will do with that insight I guess time will tell.

I "can" write and I think I can get into music again, but for some reason I can't do art anymore, I tried and I just reverted back to a 9 year old.

Is it important to be good at stuff? I always thought so. But a lot of people who are actually normal, don't excel at anything. Maybe it's OK to just have fun? I have no idea. I have a quite easy time enjoying myself.

Meh, I want to be good at stuff.