I Had an okay though long day at work. On way home, going to get some cat food and then maybe make dinner. I need to do laundry but I dunno if that is gonna happen today. I should at least pick up the dirty clothes on the bathroom floor and sort my lights and darks. Make it appear that I have intentions to do laundry even if I don't actually follow through.

My Mood is fair. I think I feel pretty okay. Though I'm starting to question if I would even recognize the feeling of normal at this point even if it bit me on the arse. Ah well. I feel rather bland. I need some excitement and color in my life. I can't help but feel that I am only half assedly living at the moment. I am doing the bare minimum needed for survival. I have no project or upcoming trip to occupy my mind and get me excited about something. My first pdoc tried to convince me that for most people day to day life is rather dull...maybe he was right afterall?!