
Hi Qubleley005,
I see you're fairly new here. Welcome to PC.
I'm sorry to hear you've been struggling so much. It takes a lot of courage to live with long term mental health problems like yours.
I'm sorry your relationship didn't work too. It sounds like you're really hard on yourself about it. Remember if you can, it takes two people both making a lot of effort to make a relationship work, especially if one or both people have mental health problems.
Therefore it is not YOUR fault it didn't work out. Life is tricky when two human beings get together.
I know that doesn't help the terrible pain of breaking up, but I hope you can find some way to BE KIND TO YOURSELF. Your really do deserve it and you will heal better if you are.
I hope you find the care and support here that I have. We're here for each other.


Ps