Feeling like a failure. Haven't worked out all week. Just had some ice cream. Can't seem to keep up on tracking what I eat or sticking with any of the plans I make. I don't know why I can't keep up with something for more than like for a week before I slack off or don't follow through. They say it takes 6 weeks to form a new habit- I am going to figure out how to eat healthy and work out for 6 weeks straight if it kills me. I just seeem to be lacking motivation. Not gonna let my moods run my life. Grrr. I don't know if I can juggle both work and the rest of my life. One of the two is gonna turn to ****, and i need my job to pay rent etc so it becomes the priority instead of me.
Ugh. I am saying this here and trying to mean it- stop ****ing around and suck it up and get control of this one area of your life at least!