toffeellen, I'm so sad to read of the unwanted end to your therapy. (((((hugs)))))
It sounds like your therapist is not the one deciding to end, but maybe your insurance? I really think when to end should be decided on by the client and therapist. It is just plain wrong that someone else tells you and your T what to do. Could you continue if you paid out of pocket?
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id hoped we could continue. it takes so long for me to trust.
it feels quite pointless now.
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I wish you could discuss some of these things with your T, but I understand when you say it is pointless. I would feel the same way.
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im not good enough at therapy
</div></font></blockquote><font class="post">You are good enough for therapy. It is the insurance system that is failing you.