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ramonajones · Mar 07, 2017 at 08:47 AM

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Originally Posted by unaluna

Aside from your job a few years ago, is this the first time anybody has said no to you? I cant figure out where you are coming from.

Eta - like you say, i want this. He says, that cant happen, but we can look at it. But you dont really look at it, you take that to mean, ask him again and maybe he will change his mind. But that is not what he is saying. Hes saying, lets look at what it MEEEEEEEANS. Which is why im asking, do you usually get your way?

You've got me all wrong. No, this is not the first time anyone has said no to me. I've been beaten down and rejected for most of my life. No, I do not usually get my way. I keep getting hopeful that I'll get the things I want. I work hard. I try to be open. I get kicked in the face over and over and over again. I find people who don't care if I get run over by a truck, mistake them for trustworthy people, give them my time and money, and then end up devastated when I realize I am nothing to them. That's how things are for me.