I took 2 beechams flu tablets early this morning cos I feel like sh.t. I had a horrific dream. My mum died, we burned her in the garden, then things started to happen like her sewing machine would start by itself, and her music would come on. I had to go and tell my grandad she was dead and what we'd done cos she never wanted to be buried (my grandad is dead) then I went to tell her brother(who is also dead).

I know it was only a dream but I was really upset in it and crying and I woke up thinking I'll have to call her today.(I haven't spoken to her for a couple of months as I asked for some space due to past events and therapy I'm going through.)

I hate these dreams, they always take place in some house I lived in years ago, this one happened to be my grandads old bungalow for some reason. (my T says houses represent a part yourself in dreams) Do dreams affect other people like this?

sigh......I hate dreams. Wonder if the flu meds made it worse.

the dream was quite graphic but I wont go into it.

jin