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Originally Posted by junkDNA
he said "im sorry for the confusion about scheduling"
i said thank you. i explained to him how i interpreted all of that. basically i thought he was just done with me because he couldn't seem to fit me in his schedule.
he told me he thought that the last time we met, that i wanted to suspend therapy for a while. he said that he should have clarified that with me, though.
i told him i can't take anything anyone says at face value. he asked me what i meant by that. i said that i am always searching for hidden motives and reading between the lines of what people do and say.
he said something about how that's how psychosis is, and trauma.
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Honest question... are you afraid of rejection as well? Like, afraid of losing a friend and stuff? Feeling like you f_cked up in some way (e.g., "bothered them too much")and now they want you to go away? Just wondering because I fear rejection myself since I've gotten rejected... and what you're saying sounds familiar... but I could be totally misinterpreting
So do you think there's some social anxiety there as well in addition to the psychosis and trauma? If so, have you told him about that too?