I decided to post here because I don't think anything is odd- I mean I'm taking my prescribed meds.. so nothing should be off mood energy wise. Though I did smoke some cannabis yesterday . But not a lot.

I find myself cracking inappropriate jokes with coworkers. And this may be inappropriate but um... I got frisky with myself at work - it felt like I had blue balls (I am a woman btw) and that itself is not normal. So... you may be right? But how do I know? I don't want to go to the Dr because if this is my new nornal- then awesome! Why medicate it?

Is it spring? Is it hypomania? Is my brain messed up from drugs I took in my early 20s ? Is it bipolar? I dunno. I'm trying to enjoy it- though I am getting really weird looks at work. Those people are lame anyway. Haha